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Thursday, Aug 23 [red ink]
(DAY AFTER DOING SPEED) [red ink]

I looked at some old books
I have on music theory, and it just
doesn't turn the crank. Maybe
it's too random, or too unpragmatic.
Computers ARE THE ART FORM THAT
I RELATE TO, GIVEN MY PERSONALITY. [paragraph in red ink]

SO CHECK MUSIC OFF MY LIST [red ink and highlighted in yellow]
OF THINGS TO DO THIS FALL. [red ink]

I have man's greatest conceptual
invention sitting on the table
behind me, and I'm thinking
"How can I be creative?" [sentence highlighted in yellow] It
doesn't make sense! I feel unfulfilled.
I know my work is important, but
I have a hard time getting into it,
BECAUSE I'M NOT EXCITED ABOUT
MY PERSONAL LOVE LIFE. [paragraph in green ink]

Maybe, I'm spoiled, and I'm
becoming lazy. I need something
else to do that's a challenge & that
I can be good at. [sentence highlighted] What was I good
at in high school? [sentence highlighted in yellow] Math, Languages, Science. [sentence highlighted in yellow]
So let's do a Language this fall.
Also history: continue to study it...[highlighted in yellow] [paragraph in green ink]