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Mrs. G. & Mrs. W. came to night after 8. They both looked better & the little
chap is blooming. Got terrible scare. As I was going to bed il me demanda
~ vent à ma chambre ~ de venir sur la ver ~ pour quelque minutes ~ Je
allais. Bientôt j'entendis des pieds et je dis "Il faut que j'aille vitement"
[?] dit "Oh il u'y a personne." Mais j'allai au dedans vitement. C'etait
elle[underlined]. Vraiment je sentis mon coeur s'arretâter[sic]! Je me conchai en peu
ne temps. S'i elle ceous avait vu! Je prie le bon Dieu qu'elle non.
Je sent si horrible. Il a tout[3 words underlined] n'ais je le blâme pour avois être si fou
3rd. Saturday. Ce matin à bonne heure nous parlâmes ensemble quelque
minutes. Il dit qu'il semblait comme si nous avions tort ~ pour s'
enfruit[sic]. Péut être - mais quant à moi ~ que pouvais - je dire si elle
m'avait voi avec lui. Vraiment elle crocrait que j'était une neauvais.
J'espére qu'elle n'a pas de soupçons. Je lui dis qu'il nous faut avoir
froideus il y a quelque temps parce que nous n'avons pas le moins
intention de mal mais tout le monde le croirait mal[underlined]. This afternoon
pretty early we went up there to tea & spent the evening after Mr. Muller
there. I felt miserable et si condamné. Why did he ~ pour s'assurer?
Glad am I that I've a refuge & a comfort far above all this. May God forgive me if I've done wrong.
4th. Sunday. Church twice. Had nice quiet time this afternoon. Feel still
queer. To-night I had to be cautious en venant de l'eglise.
5th. Monday. Just settling down to-day but got upset again this evening.
6th. Tuesday. Must get my [?shams] finished to take home next week.
7th. Wednesday. Mrs. W. G. asked us to go up there to night as M' Lady was
there so we all went up. Had nice evening fun too ~ Got a bit of a
turn at quelque chose qu'il disait. Wish he wouldn't. First time I heard
Miss L. sing. Was quite tickled. Feel better to-day. "Underneath are the ever. arms"
8th. Thursday. Tea - meeting at Sharon to night. I didn't intend going down at
all but Mr. G. kept on asking & M. said she wouldn't go without me so
tho' she didn't feel well we went - Jim P. Mrs. G. & the kids. Not much
fun. J. asked me to come back on S. night when he had driven W. to
town. Good. I'll go down Sat. Had bit of fun over the tin pot piano
there & the funny things that happened. Forgetting now. Glad too. M.
going down Sat. to B & the two going on to B. Monday.
9th. Friday. Hurried & finished a pair of my [?shams].
10th. Saturday. Went down with M. & Mr. G. in the buggy this morning.
Saved train fare. Got home at 10.30. Dear little mother got a surprise.
She's getting ready to go next week. We went down town this afternoon &
I got a dress - pretty one & uncommon - got home late. I shall miss
the dear Mother when she goes. I want her to stay 6 months. It will
do her good. I'll try & get a fortnight at [?widinates] & go up.
11th. Sunday. Felt my enemy today - Strange that I should get it here
& never have it up there. Stayed home all day. Mrs. Lees came in after S.S.
to say what W. G. had called in to say would I call at the church at 7.30.