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Talking about coming home, I ask, beg, implore you to come home to me as soon as possible. If you only knew how much I meantthat, and wanted you, you would come home like a shot. Surely you didn't mean what you wrote, you weren;t inspired to come home to live a normal married life with me. Alan you couldn't have meant the things you wrote, I can't believe it, but you have written no better since telling me you didn't mean it.

I feel it is no use sending another wire, I have sent five. You have only acknowledged one, and then you told me my futile wire didn't go down with you. If you only knew the spirit that wire was sent in, I was desperate, and at the same time bubbling over witts excitement because I misunderstood your letter regards your transfer.

I am not mad with you, just terribly disappointed at you cutting me off. I feel in my heart you will write as soon