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9.

to help others. Oh fie! fie!

On the other hand dear I also know
that work brings forgetfullness at
least [surcease?] from the paint of heartbreak
and sorrow. Physical exhaustion and
how good the bed feels when we finally
crawl in.

Remember we all need you badly
yet I know that they are many - many
nights you must crawl into that lonely
bed and after a silent pray to God
that if it be His will make that night
the last in order that you may join
your loved ones in Heaven, I know
Dr. Van Waters as it has been my
plea over so many years. Never
giving into despair as to His mercy
never questioning as to why I should
have to carry such a heavy cross but
just accepting as He does know best.

Good night my dear
and sweet dreams.

Lovingly,
Elizabeth

I shall add a P.S. as usual. If you
care to have Miss Cavanah read
this - do so - also tell her that
if she also has shut me off from
my family - that is alright also.