31701-0132-0001

98817 22.1.43
A.C.W. O'NEILL, N.J.
Hut 206
No 1 B.A.G.S.
R.A.A.F
EVANS HEAD

My Own Darling,
I just received a letter written by you late December, Alan your letters are so few , I can hardly believe my eyes when I see your familiar writing on the envelope. Darling I still love you with all my heart and miss you a lot, I too am always thinking of you. I can't express myself in words Alan, my love or you will be forever, it is something so deep within me nothing will ever change me. They say you only fall in love once and it is perfectly true, I know only too well because my heart aches so much for you. Right now I am sitting on the bed, most of the girls have gone out, I can't hold the tears back my darling, if tears could bring you back again you'd be by my side right now. Someday soon we will be together again I pray, and we will make up for all this lonliness and heartache. I wrote you a letter a couple of months ago, evidently you haven't received it yet, I asked you where I came on your list. Ignore it darling, it is because I love you and want you so much I am so jealous. I want you all to myself, but I know that is impossible , I can't be selfish like that because other people love you too.

In the two and a half years we have been parted, I have been out to dances and shows a lot, I feel a heel for ever going out and enjoying myself like I have, but I have never stopped loving you. I have had my fling, and would love to be honoured to look after you now, our marriage will be a haven of paradise loving the way we do Alan, we will show May & Jeff what we can do.